the last straw....

i lost my fone today...fuck shit!..prang hindi pa sapat ung depressed ako..on top of it all my frustrations dito sa lugar na toh nadagdag pa ung nawalan ako ng fone...i know it myt not seem that big pero may sentimental value kasi ung fone ko na un sakin eh...maybe im careless..oo!..i am careless!...i so hate my life right now!...as in!..my mom is bugging me...screw her...my fucking sister is getting in my way...that bitch!....i just hate my whole life right now!...fuck them!...fuck this place...parang ang hirap2..di ko na alam kung ano na gagawin ko...im hanging by the edge na..konti nalang talaga ang im gonna cruch to the very bottom..nagbre-bhreakdown na ako ngaun...shit!...I HATE EVERYTHING!...taena wala nang nangyayaring mabuti sakin dito as in WALA!...bat ba kasi ako nagpunta dito fuck!...i hate my school..i hate my family..i miss my friends...i want my OLD LIFE back!...screw them all...ayoko na talaga...gusto ko nang sumabog...d ko na kaya..FUCK!...nung nawala ung fone ko its like loosing the whole me over again...un ung pinakalast personal thing na nagdudugtong sakin at sa buhay ko noon and now its gone...ano ibig sabihin nun?im stuck here forever...im gonna be spending my whole life trying to fit in...simple lang naman gusto ko eh..ganun na ba kahirap ibigay ung simple ngaun?...fuck them! fuck YOU for putting me in this situation...lahat na ata ng pwedeng ma-blame, na blame ko na..and yet naiipon pa rin ung galit sa loob2...hindi ko kasi mailabas..puro iyak nalang na puro ako lang naman ung nakakaalam...fuck!...wala man lang nakakakita nung ako na naghihirap inside....syet!...gusto ko nalang mamatay..para tapos na lahat...ayoko na talaga...

Persecution Prediction

Look at me. Pain oozing
through pores of self-denial.
Lost in pain like a deserted
isle. I haven't been happy
in quite a while.

Falling down into the limbo of
contradiction. Confused by
the human condition. Pain
now is my only addiction.

Looking into the smoke.
Looking through the joke. A
smile stirred the beast and a
kiss, it awoke. Take it all
away with a single toke, the
fires of my personal hell I'll
stoke.

I'm going to die tonight. I'm
going to end this tragic
blight. Put an end to this
curse of sight and plunge
myself into the night. I do
it because I can no longer
make things right.

A gun to the head, and all
the pain is dead. Wishing
for all the words I should
have said. I pull the trigger
and in this instant death and
I wed.

where are you?

Where are you?

(feat Justin Roman)

[Justin]
(I know you are out there baby...somewhere)
There is someone out there for me (I know there is somebody out there)
I know she is waiting so patiently (yeah) can you tell me her name? (Somebody tell me her name)
This life-long search is gonna drive me insane
How does she laugh? How does she cry? What's the color of her eyes?
Does she even realize I'm here?
Where is she? Where is she? Where is she? Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she? Who is she? Who is gonna complete my world?
Where is she? Where is she? Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she? Who is she? Who is gonna complete my world?
dadadadadada dadadada dadadadadada (where are you?)

[Natalie]
I'm staring out at the sky (I see you baby)
Praying that he will walk in my life
Where is the man of my dreams (right here) yea-yeah
I'll wait forever, how silly it seems
How does he laugh? How does he cry? What's the color of his eyes?
Does he even realize I'm here?
Where is he? Where is he? Where is he? Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is he? Who is gonna take me so high?
Where is he? Where is he? Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is he? Who is gonna take me so high?
dadadadadada dadadada dadadadadada (where are you?)

[Justin]
There is someone out there for me (there is someone out there for me)
I know she is waiting so patiently (so patient)
Can you tell me her name (can you tell me his name)
This life-long search is gonna drive me insane (that's right)

[Natalie]
How does he laugh? How does he cry? What is the color of his eyes?
Does he even realize I'm here?

[Justin]
Where is she? Where is she? Where is she? Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she? Who is she? Who is gonna complete my world?

[Natalie]
Where is he? Where is he? Where is he? Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is he? Who is gonna take me so high?

[Together]
dadadadadada dadadada (yeah) dadadadadada (I know you out there)
dadadadadada dadadada (yeah) dadadadadada

[Justin Talking]
Where are you?? I'm going to look all over the world baby
'Cuz I know you are out there
I know this might sound crazy, but I think I love you
dadadadadada (that's right) dadadada dadadadadada
dadadadadada dadadada (yeah) dadadadadada

Where are you??

nina ang nyoy?!

Nyoy Volante, so in love with Nina

by: Jojo Panaligan

Months after divulging their real-life romance publicly, singers Nyoy Volante and Nina are still so into it, unabashedly encompassing even their careers. Regularly does the two hold shows together one of which is "So Much In Love" on Feb. 14 at Edsa Shangri-La’s Lobby Lounge.


And judging by the way Nina and Nyoy acted towards (they arrived holding hands and fussing over one another during lunch) each other during the press conference, music lovers can expect an intimate Valentine’s show with that special something brought on by its stars’ sweet chemistry.

"I’m so in love with Nina and I guess anybody who knows me can say why," Nyoy says. "We’re so compatible that I call her my female version. Like me, maalalahanin si Nina, open to improvement and was brought up with conservative values. I’m so happy everything happened at the right place and time. Mahal na mahal ko siya."

The singer behind the hit songs "Nasan," "What Do I Do" and "You’re My You" says that he and her ladylove are so in the same wavelength that they often end up thinking of the same thing at the same time, wearing same-colored clothes and finishing each others’ sentences.

"Friendship prior to getting romantic was our advantage," says Nyoy who has been working with Nina for years now. "By the time we got into this commitment, kilalang-kilala na namin ang isa’t-isa. Also, friendship made the courtship less awkward than it would’ve been otherwise."

Nyoy admits to being son inspired nowadays that he can now finish writing love songs at the drop of a hat. He, in fact, sang a few bars of a new song his working on called "Akin Ka Lang, Ha?" inspired by Nina which Nyoy hopes would end up either in his or her next album.

The versatile acoustic star also is doubly serious with work having a mind to save enough for the time he and Nina would eventually settle down.

"Marriage is definitely in the picture though not yet in the near future," he says. "But it’s there because this is a serious relationship. Besides, she’s 25 years old and I’m 27; tama lang na isipin namin ang mga bagay na yon. When it finally happens, I expect a happy married love with Nina because she’s the type easily pleased at laging nakatawa. Magaan ka-relasyon si Nina because what you see with her is what you get."

To keep the flames of love from dimming, Nyoy makes sure that he tells Nina "I love you" at least two dozen times a day. He also makes time to see Nina almost regularly despite their busy work load "even if it means just driving her home after her show, having coffee with her, shopping for grocery items at dawn or hearing mass together with my or her family on Sundays."

Though not really into giving material gifts to one another, one which Nina gave Nyoy has a soft spot on the latter’s heart. "It was a set of magic tricks. Although very basic and something I didn’t actually need, the gift told me that she is interested in whatever it is I’m into. The gift came with the simple note, ‘I’m really proud of everything you do.’ Sweet, di ba?"

When asked how their relationship has affected their solo careers, Nyoy says that it has surprisingly been but a boon. "Instead of my female fans getting ‘jealous’ of her, they actually look for her. Siguro, nasanay na din sila seeing us together onstage all these times."

Nyoy avers, though, that the for real team-up is being used for "packaged deal" shows. "It’s just that when producers call up my manager, 80% of the time, they’d call up Nina’s manager, too. Minsan nga, inaalam muna nila kung mag-ja-jive ang free schedule ko with hers or vice-versa before they book us. Sila pa ang nag-a-adjust ng dates kung minsan para lang magkasama kami! And this has been happening way before we came out. We can’t help it if producers think we work well together. Nina and I, meanwhile, certainly don’t mind working with each other as often as possible."

In "So Much In Love," the two will be singing both happy and sad love songs that their followers have not heard before. "There’s no point in doing this show kung ang maririnig lang din nila ay yung narinig na nila sa past shows namin like ‘El Niño, La Niña.’ Because it’s Valentine’s, we’ll make this show really special not only for them but for us two. ‘So Much In Love’ na kasi syempre ang pinaka-date namin that day, our first Valentine’s as a pair."

Thomas Naegeli, Edsa Director of Food & Beverage, describes the show as one with "no multi-level sets, no dizzying light effects nor loud music. The concept is for people to feel like they’ve just stumbled into someone’s living room for a night of cozy jamming, hand holding and cuddling."

Any special guest?

"Si Kupido!" Nyoy quips with stars in his eyes.

At first akala ko hindi sila bagay but after reading about them dito sa net, he seems to be a very nice guy and they look like they are really so in love kaya "pwede na rin"..kainggit! kilig!

di ko na alam..

Gusto kong matulog at gumising na okei n ulit ang lahat. Ung tipong bumalik na ung dating buhay ko. Nung lumipat kami dito prang nawalan na rin ako ng buhay. Di ko n alam kung paano ulit ako babangon. Kung paano ako magsisimula ulit. Its nice na i met new friends like ariane and joanne. Di ko alam kung nasan ako ngaun if i hadn't met them. Sabi nila change is good, pero mahirap magsimula lalo na kung super nasanay ka na sa buhay mo. OKei na ako dun eh simpleng buhay lang naman gusto ko eh. HIndi naman sa nagrereklamo ako pero kasi parang mali ung binigyan ng chace para magpunta dito. Sana sa iba nalang binigay para at least naapreciate dba? Di ako sanay ng ganito pakiramdam ko nasaasyang lang ung oras ko. Masasabi sigurong im a person always on the go kasi siguro na try ko na ung super hectic ung sked sa skul kaya hindi na ako sanay na spoon feeding lahat. Parang degrading na hindi ko maabot ung level na dapat kinaroroonan ko. I just want my old life back. Hindi ko alam kung dahil ba sa im still holding on past kaya hindi ako makamove-on o talagang im just weak?..di ko alam basta ang alam ko until now i can still feel that sinking feeling nung umalis kami on that dreaded day. I hated it. And hanggang ngaun i still hate it. i can feel myself slowly changing. Buti sana kung its for the better pero i know its not. Parang unti2 nawawala na ung ako na nakilala ko dati. Parang sa sobrang changes nagtatago na "ako" sa lobb and im just showing a cover up. Ayoko maging plastic. Di ako ganun pero parang pigil ung sarili ko dito. HIndi ko maipakita ung totoong ako. How can this be a good thing when i feel myself slowly breaking down? Hindi ako toh. And the only thing that can bring back the old me is if i get my old life back. Sana hindi nalang ito nangyari. Hindi dito ang buhay..and it never will...now hindi ko alam kung paano ako magcocope up....di ko na talaga alam....sana.....pagising ko okei na lahat..kasama ko na mga mahal ko..kasama kita

my declaration of self-esteem

My Declaration of Self-Esteem
by Virginia Satir

The following was written in answer to a 15-year-old girl’s question, “How can I prepare myself for a fulfilling life?”

I am me.

In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. There are people who have some parts like me but no one adds up exactly like me. Therefore, everything that comes out of me is authentically mine because I alone choose it.

I own everything about me -- my body, including everything it does; my mind, including all my thoughts and ideas; my eyes, including the images of all they behold; my feelings, whatever they might be -- anger, joy, frustration, love, disappointment, excitement; my mouth and all the words that come out of it -- polite, sweet and rough, correct or incorrect; my voice, loud and soft; all my actions, whether they be to others or myself.

I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears.

I own all my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes.

Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me in all my parts. I can love me and be friendly with me in all my parts. I can then make it possible for all of me to work in my best interests.

I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know. But as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for the solutions to the puzzles and for ways to find out more about me.

However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is me. This is authentic and represents where I am at that moment in time.

When I review later how I looked and sounded, what I said and did, and how I thought and felt, some parts may turn out to be unfitting. I can discard that which is unfitting and keep that which proved fitting, and invent something new for that which I discarded.

I can see, hear, feel, think, say and do. I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive, to make sense and order out of the world of people and things outside of me.

I own me and therefore I can engineer me. I am me and I am okay.

personality tests..

Phoebi, your love type is:

About 11% of the U.S. population possesses the combination of traits that make up this personality type.

Being an ESFJ means that loyalty is usually what counts for you. As a result, one of the first things others are likely to notice about you is how invested you are in your relationships. You're rarely a fair-weather friend. In fact, you probably manage to keep many of your important connections with others for life. This isn't very surprising when you consider that you're the kind of person who draws much of your energy from those around you. Your warm and friendly nature is another factor that keeps others with you for the long haul. Regardless of the aspect of your life, you probably find that people naturally gravitate to you.

In relationships, you're the kind who gives your heart but keeps your wits about you. As a result, you have the stuff needed to be a strong partner. Know that you're more committed than most people are to making others happy. You'd likely give away the shirt off your back if it would help someone you care about.

ESFJ's like you are often sensitive and don't enjoy false praise. However, real praise is another story. Most times, you really like receiving gestures of appreciation from others. In fact, your feelings can get hurt quite easily when you feel neglected. You're one who gives relationships your all and you expect others will do the same. But be aware that this loyal, committed nature may sometimes make you stay in relationships longer than you should. Fortunately, your head will usually kick in before you really get in too deep. Overall, ESFJs like you are known for being generous with your time and spirit. You'll often expend your energy seeking ways to make life better for everyone around you. Such efforts are to be admired.

Phoebi, you're a Rock Star!

(personality)

Your personality is actually determined by two personality sub-types - your primary, or dominant sub-type, and your secondary sub-type. You are a Rock Star which means you are a Success / Seeker Your primary sub-type is defined by "Success" characteristics and your secondary sub-type is defined by "Seeker" characteristics.

That means you crave attention, the limelight, and the fawning admiration of millions. Chances are you have a bevy of fans and friends, and you like knowing how much others appreciate you. On top of this, you're a go-getter and you really shine under pressure.

How do we know all this? How do we know that you believe in making a good impression? How could we have divined that you have to love what you do, or else your performance slips?

Because while you were taking the test, you answered four different types of questions — questions that measured confidence, apprehension, willingness to take risks, and your focus on experience versus appearance — the primary traits that determine your personality. Based on your responses, we determined your personality type, Rock Star.

And that's just scratching the surface.

hilarious...

life's simple pleasures...

how a chocolate bar is born...




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ang huling araw

Kung tatanungin ako ng Diyos kung gaano kita minahal, ang isasagot ko, 10 beses na higit pa sa nararapat. Minahal kita hindi dahil pakiramdam ko lang tama, pero dahil ginusto ko yung naramdaman ko at walang kung ano pa man.
Minsan mo na akong tinanong kung pinagsisisihan kong nakilala kita. Sinabi ko hindi. Ngayon na nga siguro ang araw na kinatatakutan ko. Dahil kapag tinanong mo ulit sa akin yan, alam kong oo na ang isasagot ko. Sa lahat kasi ng nangyari sa buhay ko, ikaw lang ang gusto kong burahin. Wala ng iba.
Alam kong tama na tong ginagawa ko ngayon. Tama ng mawala ka sa buhay ko. Dahil alam kong wala ng pag-asa yang sinasabi mong pagkakaibigan natin. Tanga lang ako na minsan kong inisip na yun ang pinanghahawakan ko pero hindi pala. Dahil pinili mo pa rin akong saktan kahit alam mong dapat naging isa kang kaibigan.
Nung mga panahong ikaw at ikaw lang ang kailangan ko, hindi man lang kita mahanap. At kahit alam kong alam mo yon, pinili mong tiisin ako. Ngayon hindi na ko umaasang nandyan ka pa, dahil simula palang nang-iwan ka na.
Itinapon ko na rin ang lahat ng kasinungalingang sinabi mo na ang masakit ay pinaniwalaan ko. Nang sinabi mong importante ako sa yo at hindi mo kayang wala ako, kagaguhan lang yon. Siguro napilitan ka lang sabihin yon, o di kaya, sinadya mo para paasahin ako.Ngayon, lahat ng binitawan mong salita, wala ng halaga. Simple lang ang rason: dahil wala ka ring kwenta.
Wala na rin akong pakialam kung nagustuhan mo man ako o hindi. Ang importante, nagbigay ako ng buong buo at ni minsan ay hindi humingi ng kahit anong kapalit. Kahit papano, naturuan mo akong maging matatag. Natuto na rin akong tumigil sa paghahabol at pag-iyak sa taong manhid na tulad mo.
Siguro nga nasira mo na ang lahat sa akin. Ang paninindigan ko, tapang at paniniwala ko, pati ang katauhan ko, pero kaya kong ibangon ang sarili ko at mabuhay ng wala ka. Ako pa rin to. Oras at araw lang ang nagbago.
Ngayon na ang huling beses na sasabihin ko ito sa yo. Ngayon na ang huling pagkakataon na iisipin kita. Lahat ng bagay na dumaan, burado na. Pati buhay ko, bago na. Ngayon na ang huling oras na mamahalin kita. Ngayon na ang tamang oras para sa lahat, para malaman mo kung gaano mo ako sinaktan. Tapos na yon lahat ngayon. Ito na ang huling araw ng paghihirap...Tama na, tapos na. Pero sa huling araw na ito, isa lang ang sigurado ako.
Hindi ito ang huling araw na sinabi ko lahat to.

I really like this post kasi super nakakarelate ako. Nung nagpunta kasi kami dito parang iniwan na rin ako ng mga taong inaasahan kong sasalo sakin. Lalo na ung taong pinakaaasahan ko bigla ako iniwan sa ere. Ang hirap umasa tapos bibiguin ka lang pala. Parang bigla nalang nawala ung mundong ginagalawan ko at nagising ako sa isang lugar na ibang iba. Ang hirap mag- cope up. Ang hirap mag-umpisa sa wala. Tapos paglingon ko sa likod wala na pala ung mga sasalo sakin. Hindi naman toh panunumbat sa kanila (..or kanya..)..sinasabi ko lang ung nararamdaman ko diba?Siguro hindi pa nga ito goodbye dba?who knows?...pero ewan....

my own...

Astig ka talaga Joanne Chloe Correa..pahiram ako ng site mo..."my own misery, half- done, half- destined"..tayo nga ba ang gumagawa ng sarili nating pasakit? Marahil. Dahil na rin siguro sa kagagawan natin kaya minsan ung mga bagay na dapat masaya eh nagiging malungkot. Pero paano? Dahil ba sa pagsusumikap natin na maging "perfect" ang lahat ng bagay? DAhil ba sa minsan hinahangad natin ung di natin maabot kaya in the long run mas nahihirapan tayo?..And paano naman ung destined? Nakatakda bang maghirap ang lahat ng tao? Oo, walang madali sa buhay lahat dumaranas ng sakit. Pero paano naman ung mga tao na puro pasakit nalang ang nakikita? Hindi ba unfair? Kasi minsan kung sino ung nakakaangat sila pa ung lalong pinagpapala. Ayokong kwestyunin ang diyos pero minsan parang walang ibang explaination...

Hay ewan! Basta ang alam ko nakakasawa ding maging malungkot at laging masaktan... nakakasawa rin....

nakakamis...

Hay naku nakakamiss naman talaga mga ugok na toh. BSN block 1. Wow!lapit na graduate ang mga lola...hahaha..CONGRATS!..san party? hope to see u guys soon!

Hello my friend. I know it's beena little while since you've seen me around here.
I think you know without it said,it's been quite arough year.But I want to take the time to say
a special thanksto you.For all the care you've offered me and all the things you do.I always knew
you were standing close with lots of love and care.With a ready hand and a patient ear and laughter ready to share.Thank you for that part of you, you gave away so free. Thank you for the friendship offered, accepted and cherished in me.So even tho you may not see me here each and every day. I want you to know I think of you and send a hug your way.

cupid's fall...

Pati pala si Cupid na iinlove din. Ang love nga naman, "hahamakin n nga lahat masunod ka lamang" tpos in the long run minsan lahat ng sacrifices mo turns out to be a big waste of time. Too bad hindi sila nagkatuluyan nung girl dito....so when your in love, feel very lucky because not everyone is given that chance..ika nga..."its one in a million.."...

Cupid's Fall

It was a beautiful valentine's morning. The gift shops and flower outlets were getting ready for a
profitable day where lovers opened their hearts for romance. Up there between
the clouds, someone was moving so fast from here to there, busily performing his
duties. Who could be so busy on such a day except for the prince of feelings,
the master of romance, the angel of love?After making hundreds of bows, he
landed on a mountaintop. As his feet hit the top, he spread his white wings
wide. They looked very long and beautiful. Then he sat down to rest. He took a
long look at the horizon and started to write a poem. Soon after, his dear
friend, the angel of roses, came to sit beside him."Cupid, today's your day
isn't it?" yes indeed, it is a hard day's work," replied Cupid, "I still have to
go to the other side of earth where it is still night, it will be a very
romantic night I guess." "May I come along?" The angel of roses said. "Sure,
let's go." Cupid replied. The two angels flew together high into the sky,
heading to the other side of the world. On their way, the clouds got heavier and
the wind started to blow. They felt it coming. It was a storm, a big strong
storm. The two angels held each others hands strongly as they came closer to the
storm. They couldn't turn back as it was too late. It seemed as if the storm was
trying to swallow them. Their wings hit hard in the air truing to pass the
storm, fighting the angry wind. As the air blew harder, they saw the rays of
thunder stretching from the clouds and just missing them by inches. Cupid's bows
fell in the air, and quickly he left his friend's hand and flew after his love
bows. As soon as he reached them, a bolt of thunder came from above and struck
him and mercilessly broke his wings. The angel of roses cried "Cupid, Cupid.."
but his cries couldn't stop Cupid from going down and down until he disappeared
in the dark, heading towards a world he only knew from a distance, a world that
he had affected for ages.The angel of roses made it out of the storm by a
miracle. Maybe it was due to his panic that he managed to escape. He rushed to
the other angels and in between sobs, told them about what had happened to
Cupid. They all knew that there was nothing they could do but wait for his wings
to heal and until then he would have to live amongst humans. In the meantime,
two lovers were sitting in a garden watching the stars when they saw a flash and
heard a thud in the bushes close to them. They went to investigate and they
could see Cupid laying helpless on the ground. "Oh my God! There is a man with
wings!" the girl cried out. "It can't be real, no way. Maybe he was returning
from a fancy dress party," the boy said. "Let's check it out." The boy slowly
approached the still unconscious Cupid and touched his badly broken wing. He
came to remove his wings when he discovered that they were real. He turned Cupid
over to see his face and found the bow and arrows in his hand. "The wings are
real," he told the girl. 'What do you mean?" She asked. "He is not a man. He is
an angel and not just that. He is Cupid!" said the boy as he showed the girl the
bow and arrows. They took Cupid in the car and headed for the boy's house. This
was the beginning of Cupid's new life. A life where he lived like humans. The
angel of roses kept watching Cupid from high above. For a whole year he watched
over his friend, seeing him learn how to dance under the moonlight and listening
to romantic songs, he smiled at all the children, watched movies and took walks
in he park. Cupid lived the strangest and most exciting part of his life.
However, as soon as he was left alone, he became trapped in a deep dark well of
sadness. The more be stayed on earth, the less romance would be found in the
lives of humans, the less marriages, the less roses sold and the less love songs
heard. They were heading for the coldest, most emotionless winter they had ever
witnessed. The more he lived amongst people, the more he loved them.On the very
day before Valentine, Cupid's wing started to shine once again. This grabbed the
boy's little brother's attention and without anyone noticing he took the bow and
started playing with it. While he was standing by the window he shot an arrow
not realizing that Cupid was in the way and knocked him to the floor. When Cupid
opened his eyes he saw the most beautiful girl in the world walking on the
pavement. He fell deeply in love with her. He could hear and see no one but her.
He stood up in front of her but he couldn't utter a word as her eyes stunned him
with their beauty. He followed her all day long from place to place trying to
know everything about her. She glanced at him a couple of times but insisted on
ignoring him.Cupid could feel his wings healing which made him more aware that
the time for him to leave was approaching. The time for him to leave his beloved
and never see her again. All he wanted was to share one moment with his beloved,
one moment that he would keep in his broken heart forever. This would be his
treasure. Cupid entered a restaurant for a bite, he was running out of time as
he sat on his chair and watched his beloved at a distant table. Suddenly and
without any hesitation, he approached her and said."I know I've annoyed you all
day long but I have never seen such beauty before. Beauty that makes me weak in
the knees. All I ask of you is one dance. One dance for my heart to feel a bit
of warmth that would help me carry on. He took her and they started to dance,
neither of them could recognize what kind of a dance, Tango, Waltz, whatever.
All they knew was that it was a dance of love. At the end of the dance, Cupid's
wings started to open and they were completely healed. In a second Cupid left
her and ran away as he reached a small empty area behind the restaurant, his
wings opened and spread in the air, they were back as strong and beautiful as
ever. Cupid fell to his knees crying, suffering a broken heart. Soon the Angel
of Roses and some other angels appeared in front of him to welcome him back.
"Why do I have to leave now? Why do I have to leave my beloved just as I was
getting closer to her?" Cupid cried. "I won't go, I am staying here," he said
nervously, "but if you stay, you'll die and Cupid won't exist anymore." "It
doesn't matter, I can't leave my love," Cupid said. "And what about their love?
What about their emotions? Do you want to sacrifice it all for her sake? Did you
forget, Cupid, Angel of Love, that she is not yours? You are not her love. If
you stay you would destroy everything, even her. Tomorrow is Valentine's day
waiting for you. Come on Cupid, come on!" Cupid laid his head on the Angel of
Roses' shoulder, holding him strongly and crying madly.Once again the two angels
flew up together, high in the sky and Cupid returned to the clouds and the
mountain peaks. He had to recover from what had happened. He had to spread
romance again upon the entire world. So Cupid struck the earth, striking every
human he saw. Romantic songs, red roses, chocolates, love cards were back again.
It was the best Valentine's humans had ever lived. Everybody on earth was in
love as Cupid struck all his bows in their hearts. But only one was left, hers,
his beloved. He must strike her heart. Cupid gathered all his strength just to
withstand this moment. It was the most agonizing time for him. To pull the boy
would be as if he was freeing all the love he had for her and letting go of his
beloved. Everything to him was swept with that bow. At that very moment Cupid
shed a tear, and said to his friend, "I was ready to do anything not to see that
she's not for me. She looks so beautiful while she's in love, doesn't she?" And
as the tear fell on her shoulder she looked at it, then she looked above,
without seeing him or understanding anything. Cupid couldn't handle seeing her
with someone else, so he flew far far away and stayed on a mountain top writing
poems and making new love bows.And as all humans celebrated this very special
occasion, and the air filled with more and more romance, Cupid was left in a sad
romantic mood forever. At the same time of every year, Cupid sheds a tear at the
very place where he lost his love forever. So if one day a drop falls on your
shoulder, beware, it might be his tear reminding you of this moment, reminding
you of Cupid's fall.

shamrock- alipin

Shamrock- Alipin

Di ko man maisip

Sa pagtulog ikaw ang panaginip

Malabo man ang aking pag-iisip

Sana'y pakinggan mo ang sigaw nitong damdamin

[Chorus:]ako'y alipin mo kahit hindi alama

aminin ko minsan ako'y manhid

sana at iyong nariring

sayong yakap ako'y nasasabik...

Ayoko sa iba

Sayo

ako ay hindi magsasawa

Ano man ang iyong sabihin

Umasa ka ito ay diringgin

Madalas man na parang aso't pusa

Giliw sa piling mo ako ay masaya

[Chorus:]ako'y alipin mo kahit hindi alam

aaminin ko minsan ako'y manhid

sana at iyong nariring

sayong yakap ako'y nasasabik..

[Coda:]Pilit mang abutin ang mga tala

Basta't sa akin wag kang mawawala

Ako'y alipin mo kahit hindi batid

Aaminin ko minsan ako'y manhid

Sana ay iyong naririnig

Sayong yakap ako'y nasasabik

Pagkat ikaw lang ang nais makatabi

Malamig man o mainit ang gabi

Nais ko sana iparating na ikaw lamang

Ang siyang aking iibigin