one year...

so finally isang taon na ako dito...one year palang pero it feels like its been forever...the month of may...nag first year anniversary na pla kami ni ken nung may...hay naku akala ko ba masaya maging inlove? i know na sa relationship may ups and downs...pero so far puro down lang kami ni ken,..hay buhay nmn tlga...

one time naglilinis ako sa lobby tpos napansin ko wala upuan na pang singles?puro two lang...un n ung least number...well cguro kasi we need somebody na aalalay satin..whether be it my family, my friends or my special someone...we all need somebody...gaya cguro ng longing ko now to be with ken..hay..ilang years pa ba?dalawa?...

well its good kasi kilala na ako ng parents nia..hehe..natutuwa ako sa nanay nia kasi tuwang tuwa rin xa sakin..xa p nga taga bantay ko kay ken eh..the best...

well binigyan ko si ken ng bracelet for our anniv...it was suppesed to be a surprise..weeee surprise nga...kasi ung binili ni aris pangbabae tpos maliit sa kanya..ay nkakapang init ng ulo..weee...kya un binigay ko nlng kay tita flor(ken's mom) tpos binigyan ko nalang ng iba ung asawa ko..hehe...yoko magpadala xa ng anything kasi mahal...hehehe...utang nia nalang..hay..i miss him so much.. nung 25 parang wala akong lakas to do anything..i was thinking of him all day...first anniversary and di ko kasama ung mahal ko...wow nice...ang sarap pla mainlove(sarcastic!)

may 28 na today...its been a year since i left...and till now i still feel the same during that dreaded day...namimiss ko tuloy lalo my old life and to think this same day din ung capping nila...i was supposed to be there...dapat may capping n din ako..but instead im here...wasting my time sa isang high school course...life is so unfair...di ko masundan ung takbo...di ko maintindihan...

two years pa bago ako uwi...i have to...two years wait pa...hay...