for some, it was just an ordinary day

hay valentines nanaman. i thought ths year was gonna be different.. ganun din lang pala hindi nalang sana ako umasa

well nung una deadma lang sakin ang valentines day pero at the back of my mind somehow i'm still hoping na something "romantic" will happen to me. yung tipong uulanin ka ng bouquets, mga gifts from mysterious guys basta ung tipong pang-telenovela. this year i expected it to change. na somehow hindi nalang ako ung magiging "bestfriend" na kakontsaba sa pagbibigay ng mga surprise gifts at sweet nohings.

my day started out on the wrong foot. i wasn't expecting to much from him. when i woke up i expected to see a simple text message saying " honey, happy valentines iloveyou" but there was none. just that could have mended the tears from last night. pero wala. para mapigilan ang inis inisip ko nalan baka naiwan ang celfone sa bahay, baka low batt or dedmahin ko nalang dahil maaga pa para masira araw ko. ayos lusot ulit. lunch time came....and gone...wala pa rin..ok lang yan andito naman si may para aliwin ako.i had fun...2pm tumawag na xa..finally..." honey, asan ka? ...ahh...cno kasama mo?..oh i see...san kayo?..ah punta ka ba samin?...honey alam mo ba ind ko pla malalaro yung ps2 n wala akong memory card...bili mo ko pls pls pls..pupunta ka nmn portage diba?cge na please please..ah cge hanap moko ah...happy valen----hello?...." [hung up] [redial...busy]..totally unexpected..oo pinalagpas ko na wala man lang akong nakitang effort from him for this day. hindi naman dapat big deal eh pero sana naman kahit simpleng bati lang okei na pero wala pa rin..ang masama nagbilin pa..gusto nga ba nia akong makita?or gusto ni lang na dalhin ko ung memory card sa bahay nila?,,shit!..anong klase ka?..iba ka talaga..

i went to their house without the memory card sabi nia ok lang..inis ako pero ind nia pansin...binati nia ako pero deadma nalang tuloy pa rin sa paglalaro..after 1 hr stopped watch a boring movie for 2 hour, kain, laro ulit...uwi na ko...kinailangan ko pa talagang pilitin xa na ihatid ako dahil kung hindi eh pagtataxihin pa ako ng gago...the best talaga shit yan!...i confronted him pero wala effect kaya nagsawa na rin ako...wala na ako paki kahit mag fall out kami..

sana naging katulad nalang nga dati..just an ordinary day..i never thought na mas gugustuhin ko pang maging yung girl na naiingit sa mga couples passing by...sana naging ordinary day nalang...sana hindi ako umasa...too late...at least i had fun with may and ariane...thanks guys...hay buhay..